You probably think of an "emotional" or a "mental" pain when you think of depression. But it physically hurts. Depression hurts like hell. " I'm sick, " I cried. " Like really really sick. I need help." My heart was racing, my body felt light and my throat was closing up.
" What's wrong? Do you want to go to the hospital?" You know when you have a really bad headache and your senses are heightened? Thats what depression is. The light hurts your eyes. Noise is magnified. Everything hurts & nothing is right. For that whole week, I was bedridden with a loss of appetite and energy. My mother was worried about me. Thats what hurt the most. But I couldn't ease her pain.
" I don't think I'm going to be okay."
I hope this wasn't recent :( I couldn't even imagine how scary that feeling is
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